Hey,
It’s been 7 days since my last blog so I guess it’s time for me to let you know what’s been happening.
I guess the big thing that happen this week is I met my new doctor. Who was very quick to tell me that I will indeed be having another operation in the near future. I knew it was coming but I was in there all of 7 minutes. Most doctors like to inflict pain me before telling they are going to cause me 3 to 4 days of pain and a black and blue back.
In other news..... I don’t really have any. I’ve been hanging out with friends, drinking and staying out of trouble until I have my operation. Oh I do have news my mother operation has been put off until the 8th so I have till then to worry.
I’m choosing not to talk about my beloved Maple Leafs. After their recent showings they’re not worthy of my words.
I’m off guys. Stay safe.
Love
Queen Bee / The Honest Bitch (Same Person)
xxxx
Monday 25 October 2010
Monday 18 October 2010
Leafs are number 1 (I just like saying that)
Good Morning,
Let’s start this blog with the awesome news that the Toronto Maple Leafs have gone 4 – 0 to start the season. That’s right the29th team in the league last year are currently undefeated. Just to rub salt in the wound they’re actually number 1 in the league right now. They play the Islanders tonight so we’ll see if they can make it 5 – 0.
I’ve started chatting to guys again. I’m still off guys but maybe if the right guy pops up I’ll change my mind. I’ve had so much bad luck with guys in the past year; no one can blame me of taking some me time.
My back has been really bad the past few weeks so I’m being forced to take things easy. It’s killing me; I’m the sort of person that will push through the pain until I can’t do it anymore. I’m at that stage now and I just have to take painkillers and flake out. I’m at the hospital in a few days and with a bit of luck this new doctor will be able to sort it out.
Anyways guys I’m off to catch up on some gossip.
Stay safe guys.
Queen Bee xx
Let’s start this blog with the awesome news that the Toronto Maple Leafs have gone 4 – 0 to start the season. That’s right the29th team in the league last year are currently undefeated. Just to rub salt in the wound they’re actually number 1 in the league right now. They play the Islanders tonight so we’ll see if they can make it 5 – 0.
I’ve started chatting to guys again. I’m still off guys but maybe if the right guy pops up I’ll change my mind. I’ve had so much bad luck with guys in the past year; no one can blame me of taking some me time.
My back has been really bad the past few weeks so I’m being forced to take things easy. It’s killing me; I’m the sort of person that will push through the pain until I can’t do it anymore. I’m at that stage now and I just have to take painkillers and flake out. I’m at the hospital in a few days and with a bit of luck this new doctor will be able to sort it out.
Anyways guys I’m off to catch up on some gossip.
Stay safe guys.
Queen Bee xx
Tuesday 12 October 2010
Thanksgiving
I hope everyone had a lovely Thanksgiving and there wasn’t too much drama we all know what being forced to spend time with your family can be like.
Personally I don’t have a lot to talk about, my back as been playing up so I haven’t really been able to do much. That needs to change though. I miss having a guy around. I miss cuddles but more than anything I miss sex.
I spent years having meaningless one nightstands and short term relationships. This is the first time in 9 years I haven’t been getting fucked regularly. I guess if I want to get fucked I really need to start putting myself out there again. I’ll change my mind after the first weirdo but until then I’m out there.
In none sex related news, the Leafs seem to have a hockey team. They started the season 2 – 0, they have goaltending, they have speed and they seem to have talent. If they keep playing this way they may see that playoff this season.
Love Always
Queen Bee
Xxx
Personally I don’t have a lot to talk about, my back as been playing up so I haven’t really been able to do much. That needs to change though. I miss having a guy around. I miss cuddles but more than anything I miss sex.
I spent years having meaningless one nightstands and short term relationships. This is the first time in 9 years I haven’t been getting fucked regularly. I guess if I want to get fucked I really need to start putting myself out there again. I’ll change my mind after the first weirdo but until then I’m out there.
In none sex related news, the Leafs seem to have a hockey team. They started the season 2 – 0, they have goaltending, they have speed and they seem to have talent. If they keep playing this way they may see that playoff this season.
Love Always
Queen Bee
Xxx
Wednesday 6 October 2010
Health Problems = Stress
Hey Dolls,
I hope everyone is alright, I’m a little off game thanks, to my mother who doesn’t like to worry me. But when she leaves me in the dark, I end up warring more. I’m an only child and most of my life it’s just been the two of us so I understand her wanting to protect me but at the same time sometimes it’s better to be clued in and prepared rather than shocked and devastated.
In other news, it’s looking like I may be having back op number?....6,7 I’ve lost count. It’s starting to become a way of life. I’m in so much pain nowadays any relief I can get is worth it. I just wish a doctor could tell me what is actually wrong with my back. They treat the symptoms but that’s not an answer.
I was planning on talking to you guys about my lack of dating but I’m not really in the mood to talk about guys. I need to get some sleep. Hockey starts tomorrow tonight and I need to be up for that. Hockey is my one true love. It’s a shame life isn't more like a game of hockey.
Anyways I’m off to bed my dolls. As always my dears stay safe.
Love you
Queen Bee xxxx
I hope everyone is alright, I’m a little off game thanks, to my mother who doesn’t like to worry me. But when she leaves me in the dark, I end up warring more. I’m an only child and most of my life it’s just been the two of us so I understand her wanting to protect me but at the same time sometimes it’s better to be clued in and prepared rather than shocked and devastated.
In other news, it’s looking like I may be having back op number?....6,7 I’ve lost count. It’s starting to become a way of life. I’m in so much pain nowadays any relief I can get is worth it. I just wish a doctor could tell me what is actually wrong with my back. They treat the symptoms but that’s not an answer.
I was planning on talking to you guys about my lack of dating but I’m not really in the mood to talk about guys. I need to get some sleep. Hockey starts tomorrow tonight and I need to be up for that. Hockey is my one true love. It’s a shame life isn't more like a game of hockey.
Anyways I’m off to bed my dolls. As always my dears stay safe.
Love you
Queen Bee xxxx
Thursday 30 September 2010
Looking back
Hey Dolls,
It’s Thursday night and I’m home alone doing some thinking, about decisions I’ve made and people I’ve chosen to date. The list of these occupations is sad at best. I always pick the wrong guys, for the wrong reasons.
I’m single because I decided to break the pattern of me dating guys who are clearly losers. I also really couldn’t stomach getting hurt again. There is only so many times a person can bounce back from being squashed before they just stay flatted.
It’s said you only get two great loves and I’ve had both mine, I don’t know if that means I’m destined to spend my life alone with a million cats or if I’m just special and will have more than two great loves that shaped and change me. I guess knowing at my age I’m out of the normal amount of chances to find love means I’ll just have to be enough for me. I’ll have to catch myself when I fall, I’ll have to be the understanding person who says it’s ok to mess up and I’ll have to look after myself and give myself all the love I can because there is no grantees there’s a Mr. Right out there for me.
I know the tone of this is a little sad and not my normal playful self but sometimes it’s important to take a look back at where you’ve come from so you can see where it is you’re going.
In better news the Leafs looked very good in last night’s game. There might be a little hope for them making the playoffs this year. Fingers crossed.
Anyways dolls I’m off to bed. Sweet dreams and as always, stay out of trouble.
Love Always
Queen Bee x x x x x x
(The Honest Bitch)
It’s Thursday night and I’m home alone doing some thinking, about decisions I’ve made and people I’ve chosen to date. The list of these occupations is sad at best. I always pick the wrong guys, for the wrong reasons.
I’m single because I decided to break the pattern of me dating guys who are clearly losers. I also really couldn’t stomach getting hurt again. There is only so many times a person can bounce back from being squashed before they just stay flatted.
It’s said you only get two great loves and I’ve had both mine, I don’t know if that means I’m destined to spend my life alone with a million cats or if I’m just special and will have more than two great loves that shaped and change me. I guess knowing at my age I’m out of the normal amount of chances to find love means I’ll just have to be enough for me. I’ll have to catch myself when I fall, I’ll have to be the understanding person who says it’s ok to mess up and I’ll have to look after myself and give myself all the love I can because there is no grantees there’s a Mr. Right out there for me.
I know the tone of this is a little sad and not my normal playful self but sometimes it’s important to take a look back at where you’ve come from so you can see where it is you’re going.
In better news the Leafs looked very good in last night’s game. There might be a little hope for them making the playoffs this year. Fingers crossed.
Anyways dolls I’m off to bed. Sweet dreams and as always, stay out of trouble.
Love Always
Queen Bee x x x x x x
(The Honest Bitch)
Monday 27 September 2010
Another ghost hunts me
Good Evening Dolls,
I hope everyone is well tonight. Thanks to the start of the preseason I’ve been having a lot of late nights, I’m not knocking it, I’ve missed hockey. However being up later means a change in the people I talk to. This lead to a not so fun conversation.
Do you remember Daniel S? In case you don’t he is the guy I lost my virginity to. He messaged me on facebook last night. When I saw he’s name popped up I knew I was in for trouble. About every 6 months he pops up in one way or another. He wants to hook up but I feel if I end up with him, I feel like I’ve wasted 10 years of my life. Plus he has kids now and we all know my feelings on kids. Back to my story, last night he sent me a message asking how I was and I was kind of hoping it would end there but he then asked me how my love life is. Why do exes have to ask that question? I don’t like talking to exes anyways and my love life is my least favourite thing to talk to them about.
In other news I have way too many ex boyfriends. I’ve also slept with a few too many too but hey that’s what makes me...me.
Its bed time guys, sweet dreams.
Love you
Queen Bee xx
I hope everyone is well tonight. Thanks to the start of the preseason I’ve been having a lot of late nights, I’m not knocking it, I’ve missed hockey. However being up later means a change in the people I talk to. This lead to a not so fun conversation.
Do you remember Daniel S? In case you don’t he is the guy I lost my virginity to. He messaged me on facebook last night. When I saw he’s name popped up I knew I was in for trouble. About every 6 months he pops up in one way or another. He wants to hook up but I feel if I end up with him, I feel like I’ve wasted 10 years of my life. Plus he has kids now and we all know my feelings on kids. Back to my story, last night he sent me a message asking how I was and I was kind of hoping it would end there but he then asked me how my love life is. Why do exes have to ask that question? I don’t like talking to exes anyways and my love life is my least favourite thing to talk to them about.
In other news I have way too many ex boyfriends. I’ve also slept with a few too many too but hey that’s what makes me...me.
Its bed time guys, sweet dreams.
Love you
Queen Bee xx
Friday 24 September 2010
Another one bites the dust
Hey Dolls,
I’ve managed to break another guy, that’s really shocking seeing as I’ve been ill and not really chatted to anyone. I won’t even go into details, but I’m a little hurt by the whole thing. I didn’t even fancy this guy and I’m still getting blown off.
I’m use to own company so whatever happens in my relationship I’m always happy just to be me. Guys come and go but I’m forever. I bet those words put the fear of god in all my exes.
Anyways I’m focusing on me right now, guys are just too much of a headache and they always turn out to be losers.
I’m going to go and relax before the hockey tonight. Go Leafs Go
Love Always
Queen Bee x
I’ve managed to break another guy, that’s really shocking seeing as I’ve been ill and not really chatted to anyone. I won’t even go into details, but I’m a little hurt by the whole thing. I didn’t even fancy this guy and I’m still getting blown off.
I’m use to own company so whatever happens in my relationship I’m always happy just to be me. Guys come and go but I’m forever. I bet those words put the fear of god in all my exes.
Anyways I’m focusing on me right now, guys are just too much of a headache and they always turn out to be losers.
I’m going to go and relax before the hockey tonight. Go Leafs Go
Love Always
Queen Bee x
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