Wednesday 30 June 2010

June 30th 2010


I’ve had a lovely night at bingo, won a little bit, £50 not bad for a free night. The best part was £1.60 for an archers and lemonade. I was drinking them 2 by 2. I don’t drink often but the bingo called was on my nerves. He sounded like he was doing an Indian chant. There was no breath between numbers or words it was all joined by sound. I had a good night though. I spent a lot of the night flirting with the manager, it’s always a good night when I get to flirt and since he was flirting back I was even happier.

Here’s a random fact about me: I only read books in the summer. Now I’m not someone who sun baths. I don’t like being hot, so the suns not my friend. I do however enjoy sitting outside in a shading spot. In summer most of the time outside is cooler then in so it makes sense to lay outside with a good book and some music and relax.

I’m currently reading “Are you there Vodka, It’s me Chelsea”. I love Chelsea Handler anyways but the book is pretty good. It’s taken a while for me to get into it. I read “My Horizontal Life” in 3 days, one of which I had my wisdom tooth pulled. This isn’t going to be like that one. I’ve had it since Saturday and I’ve read 39 pages but I’m starting to get into now.
Anyways my dears I’m off to get some sleep. I have lots to do to tomorrow to get myself ready for Canada Day on Thursday.

Play nice

Queen Bee x

Tuesday 29 June 2010

Bye Lee


Just a quick little update Lee has once again removed me from facebook. I have spent an enjoyable night talking with a friend on MSN and thought I’d see if Lee had been online and I come to notice he had removed me. Smart money is on he’s in a relationship again and even smarter money is on me kicking his ass. The guy is such a douche. The only thing worse than being mistreated, is being mistreated by an ugly person. Why is it that all the good guy either gay or completely unattainable?

Yes I said unattainable. I admit there are some guys that will always have to be a “What if”. It’s a sad fact of life but sometimes the smart move is to give up and cut your losses.

Its bed time my dears

Queen Bee x

Monday 28 June 2010

June 28th 2010

Hey Dolls,

I’m so fed up with fuckwit men. July 1st is Canada Day and I had made plans to go with Lee but I haven’t heard from him in a week. I don’t chase after guys that don’t do well looks on they’re side. So I’m going with Daniel. I’m not happy about this one little bit. He likes me, I don’t like him but what else can I do?

I’m sure it must be hard for you guys to understand why Canada Day is such a big deal to me. I moved to England on the 16th of July, I last real fun memories back home were from Canada Day. So that’s part of the reason, the rest is because I’m Canadian! I live in England I have English stuff going on all the time; I’m the odd one out. It’s fun for just one day to feel normal. I don’t have accent there, hockey is god and the music, the food even the beer is like back home. Last year on the way home I was not going anywhere fast and load of us ended up sing O Canada on the M25. Who can say they’ve done that.

I don’t hate England; I know it can sound like I do sometimes. It just isn’t my home. I’d love to come here and visit for a few months. Living here isn’t for me. I’m from a big city; I use to spend a lot of my summer out in the country at my Aunts farm. I had the best of both worlds. I use to love fishing at park, hiking and just jumping in the canal in Port Colborne. I was raised on water, Niagara Falls, Port Colborne, Lake Ontario, and Lake Erie. I don’t think England gets the whole lake thing, they have canals but they’re so much smaller. Everything is smaller here.

Gosh back home I did Brownies, Summer Camp, the boy and girls club after school. Then in the winter there was hockey and ice skating. Growing up we’d hang out at hockey games here kids hang out at parks drinking. Even now if I meet up with my friends it’s at the pub, back home we meet up at the cafe or Tim Hortons. I’m not a big drinker maybe that’s why I don’t get along very well here.

The other problem is there are way too many people on this small island. I miss space. I miss walking with no one else around, just walking in the woods and being able to scream and know no one can hear me, other then maybe a bear. I miss not hearing planes or cars. I miss lying in my bed and hearing the low thunder of the falls. I miss circumcised men. 89% are circumcised in North America, only 24% here.

Anyways I have things to do.


Queen Bee x

Sunday 27 June 2010

June 27th 2010


I can’t help but laugh I’ve been taking a break from my man eating way in the past few months. The first guy I find after the break says “I’m sort of in relationship, do you mind?” I don’t mind really but with him being the first in months it begs the question how do these guys find me?

All I want is a nice guy who has a back bone, who I can enjoy being with and is a great lay. Is that too much to ask? Looks wise I’m not picky. He has to be older than me, I like them taller than me and I don’t do guys that are overly hairy.

I was talking to a friend about the ways men set out to drive us girls crazy. I am someone when I’m in a relationship I don’t care who my boyfriend is with or what he’s doing. All I ask is for a text at night saying sweet dreams. But when I’m in a casual thing like most girls I turn into a nut. It’s because at that point we have no trust, the guy is free to do whatever or whomever they like. It’s the not knowing I don’t like. Just tell it how it is.

Anyways I’m going to head off and thing about getting a little sleep.

Always smile

Queen Bee x

Saturday 26 June 2010

About Me


I thought I’d start this blog by telling you a little about myself. I’m a 23 years old Canadian who moved to in England almost 10 years ago. They’re a lot of ways to describe my personality and the best way to sum it up is I’m a bitch. If you take the time to get to know me I’m actually pretty nice. I'm always there to help my friends and give out advice.

Everyone has a problem area in their life, mine is men. I go through men like you wouldn’t believe. Guys like a girl who looks good on their arm and just smile and nod. That isn't me. If I have an opinion, I’m going to voice it. I rub some guys up the wrong way, they like to have all the power and I don’t like sharing it. I’m also very good at detecting when guys are screwing me around. I'm too good at it actually. I don’t give many second chances I just get rid. The other thing is I get bored of guys too. Once I sleep with a guy unless the sex is good, I lose interest quickly. The other thing you should know about me is I have a male view on sex. I don’t think it’s something to people that are in love do. I’ve been known to go out and pull a guy to have sex with just because I’m bored.

Now that you know something about me, I think I should tell you about that cast of characters that seem to pop up again and again when it comes to talking about my sex life.

Chicken Man: He’s a guy who started off as my fuck friend, and it turned into a lot more. Sadly due to stuff I can’t get into it isn't possible for us to be together. He’ll always have a place in my heart and I miss him greatly.

Lee: He’s a guy I meet about 2 years ago. We slept together a few time. The sex wasn't anything special but as a person he’s a really good guy. Lee has some interesting sexual kinks. The man enjoys being fucked in the ass. I’m not sure how I feel about this. I’m not shy when it comes to sex but that’s a little weird. He has some other kinks I’ll tell you about at a later date. Lee has asked me more than once to move in with him. I could do a lot worse but I don’t feel anything for him.

Mr. X: He’s someone I who I can’t talk a lot about. He’s someone I turn to for advice. He isn't a friend whose shoulder I can cry on but he’s someone who will slap you in the face and tell you’ve fucked up. A lot of the time what he has to say is painful sometimes even hurtful to hear but it’s all for the best and things you need to hear. He’s redeeming quality is that he’s a very funny guy, and a great person to talk to.

I think that’s all the regular people in my life. I tend to go through men a lot so as they come a long I’ll try and keep you up dated. But some of the time I struggle to keep up myself.

It’s almost 5am so I think I should get a little shut eye.

Sweet dreams

Queen Bee x