Another one bites the dust

Hey Dolls,

I’ve managed to break another guy, that’s really shocking seeing as I’ve been ill and not really chatted to anyone. I won’t even go into details, but I’m a little hurt by the whole thing. I didn’t even fancy this guy and I’m still getting blown off.

I’m use to own company so whatever happens in my relationship I’m always happy just to be me. Guys come and go but I’m forever. I bet those words put the fear of god in all my exes.

Anyways I’m focusing on me right now, guys are just too much of a headache and they always turn out to be losers.

I’m going to go and relax before the hockey tonight. Go Leafs Go

Love Always

Queen Bee x

Another Ghost Returns

Hey Dolls,

Just another quick update, I thought you’d like to know yet another ghost from my past has returned. This ghost is named Lee M. I doubt you remember him, hell I hardly do. I change man on nearly daily basics. He’s a sweetie but a little on dumb side. He’s also not the look I normally go for. I’m feeling a little a lonely at the minute so I think I’m more welcoming to these ghosts then I’d normally be. In all honesty he messaged me yesterday and I’m already bored of him so I doubt anything will happen there. It makes me smile anyways knowing that at least these guys remember me.

I have a busy day tomorrow so I need some sleep.

Love you

Queen Bee x

Quick update before bed

Hey Dolls,

I hope you’re alright. I just thought I’d give you lovely people an update. I’m not sure Daniel B but he’s someone I slept with about a year ago, we were really flirty but after I slept with him I got bored and we fell out of touch. He started messaging me again the other day. I’m not sure if I want to go back down that road or not but it always feels good to be wanted.

Anyways my dears I need to get some sleep

I Love You All So Much

Queen Bee x

Questions Answered

Hey Dolls,

I’ve been a little ill this week so I don’t have a lot to talk about. So I’ve decided to do one of my favourite things and answer some your questions.

Question: What ever happened to Mr. X

Answer: Nothing happen to him, he just found god again and become boring to me. I always said I just wanted him for sex and no one believed me, this dear friend is your prove. Mr. - Sex = Next

Question: Are you seeing anyone?

Answer: No. I’m currently not seeing anyone. I’m enjoying being single. Men are just too much drama right now.

Question: Who are you?

Answer: That’s a question I’m just not willing to answer. I’ve very open and honest about things and to save hurt feelings or me getting into a fight it’s just easier not to tell you my name. However I’m more than willing to answer questions about myself without actually telling you my name.

Question: Have you ever been in love?

Answer: Yes I have. I bet you wouldn’t be surprised to learn he started off as a fuck friend and over time and a lot of orgasms we fell for each other.

Question: How do guys react to you having a male point of view on relationships and sex?

Answer: That’s actually really question. It depends on what the guy is looking for from me. Guys quickly aspect me as one of the guys. In that scenario they’re fine with me, they don’t find me shocking or un-lady like, I’m just one of the guys.

Guy’s that are looking to get they’re leg over are happy I have a male point of view. Guy’s like that I don’t have emotions, they dread that next day call and with me they don’t get it.

Guys that are looking at me as future girlfriend or someone to date don’t always react well to me. I can be classy and respectable when there is a need for it but I’m also a girl that drinks beer, plays poker and loves watching sports. There is nothing lady like about me when I’m watch rugby or hockey. I speak my mind and have my own opinions and some guys just don’t like that. I’m use to it and it’s all for the best.

Anyways I’m heading to bed; feel free to ask me more questions. Stay safe

Queen Bee x

Thinking about love

Hey Guys,

I hope everyone is alright. I’m currently snuggled up in bed thinking about love. Is anyone else shocked? I’m well aware that when people talk about me love isn't something that would even cross their mind. I’m well known for going through men on almost a daily bases. I’m not the falling in love type.

Saying all that I did fall in love once upon a time and the hard part for me is I haven’t be able to morn that relationship because it didn’t end on bad terms. We both love each other but sadly we had to end things because of his work. I always believed that if its meat to be he’d come back to me but it’s been a long while and now I’m having to realize I’m really alone.

I don’t really believe in happily ever after, I kind of figure at some point in your life you decide why the hell not and just settle for whatever you have at the time. You live in the same house for years wondering what the hell went wrong, and then you die. That’s the story Disney won’t tell you.

Before you ask I’m not sad or feeling upset, I’m just someone who believes that if you aim to high you can never truly be happy. I’m also someone who has for many years said she plans to a bingo spinster and possibly owning a few cats.

Anyways dolls I’m going to go sleep now.

Love you all and please stay safe

Queen Bee xxx

Age Difference

Hey Guys,

I’ve spent the evening talking with a friend about age differences. He is dating an older woman. Personally I’ve never dated anyone younger than me. I’ve slept with two guys that were younger than me but even that in my mind isn’t right. I didn’t know there age and once I found out that was that. So I found it a little odd the she’s date someone 5 years young.

I’ve always said that if I found the right guy it wouldn’t matter but until recently I hadn’t even met a younger guy who I’d want to even causally date. I know it sound like there is a hope but there isn’t. I may have met someone cool but he’s not local and he’s not my normal type.

I am still 100% single, with no guy on my radar. It feels a little weird it’s been years since I’ve had nothing on the cards. I kind of like it, no drama.
Anyways guys I’m off the night. Stay safe

Queen Bee
Xxxx

Update

Hey Dolls,

I did promise I’d try to get back to writing more so here I am. There is an ongoing joke between my friends and I about how I am going to have to move off this island soon because I’m going to run out of men. As much as I take this in good humour there is an element of truth to it. I have dating and or slept with more than my fair share of guys on this island. Part of the reason is there just isn’t any one here for me. I love ice hockey, I hate football and I don’t have to drink to have a good time. I’m clearly not Englishman friendly.

Looks wise I’m not a picky girl, I ‘d much rather have guy that I can talk with and that can make me laugh rather than a guy that makes girls panties wet with one look. I do have a few rules about who I’ll date, they need to be taller and older than me but I’m sure for the right person that wouldn’t matter however I’m very firm on the guy have no kids. I have a fear of working sperm. My hands are full dealing with cry baby men, I don’t need actually children.

For the first time in years there are no men in my life. I lost my temper and just gave up on men. I don’t want the stress. I have no problem with fuck friends, I think they’re great however I fucking hate when men pretend they’re after something more. I wish they could just be straight with me.

I’m sure you people will enjoy this, god hates me. I have good reason to believe this the last 3 guys I’ve been really into have turned out to be religious nut jobs. I’m use to guys turning out to be crazy but never in my life have I had a problem with religious freaks. I have nothing against religion, I was raised Baptist but I do have a problem with having it rubbed in my face and being made to feel like the Anti-Christ. Having sex doesn’t make me the Devil.

I hope everyone is keeping safe, I love you all

Queen Bee x