
The question
is what is the end game with Larry? What is the hope?
I don’t have
an endgame with Larry, I think that would be a very dangerous way to look at
things in this case. At the end of the day, I still have to have a relationship
with this guy no matter what, so I can’t look at this as a one way street with
a destination at the end. I’d end up miserable if I did that. And if ending up miserable was the name of the
game; I’d be in bed with the Penis Flasher now. But my happiness comes first so
I’m not, that and because batteries are a thing.
As for what
I’d like, that’s the harder question. And as frustrating as it is, it’s not one
I have an answer for. I want to see what’s there, but I want to do that over
time, and with as little pressure as possible. If it’s meant to be, it’ll be. Sometimes
you just have to have faith in that.
I know that
sounds like a cop-out, and maybe it is, but I’ll tell you like this. He isn’t
what I normally go for. If I came across him online I’d pass; He’s smokes, he
has a kid, there are other activities I don’t agree with. On paper, he’s worse than
the Penis Flasher. But here’s the thing; after spending 40+ hours a week locked
in the office with him I can tell you, he’s a wonderful human. He’s a lot of
fun to be around, he’s super caring, he’s funny; He’s just an all-around good
guy. And someone I enjoy spending time with.
Would I be
heartbroken if there was more there? No. If he tried to kiss me, would I push
him away? No. If everything stays exactly how it now, would I be heartbroken?
No. I am more than happy to let this one play itself out.
That said, I
hope he doesn’t end up with Pippi. Because how things are now, will change. I’ve
already been given my orders on that one.

Love,
The Honest
Bitch
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