If you’ve been here a while, you may remember Mr. X’s
Christmas Eve spectacular; and if you’re new here I shall give you a brief synopsis.
Christmas Eve 2009 Mr. X turned me into the bitch I am now. He told me he had
feelings for me and there was something there. And then less than an hour later
he decided he “just couldn’t” and vanished.
I’m not going to lie, that fucked me up…. badly and years
down the line I still carry those scars but at the same time I’m very grateful.
That gave me a lot of strength and that was never more evident than last night
when Mr. Block sent me a message that was flat out wrong and very low.
From what I can gather he was out drinking and he sent me
this message “Come on it’s time to fuck me or leave me alone xx”. Before Mr. X
that message would have had me tears, but now that message just enraged me. On what
planet is that an acceptable thing to say to anyone, let alone to say to
someone on Christmas Eve?
Now I could be over reacting given the day of the year and
it’s not so pleasant history but I don’t think I am. I also think, if that’s
the game he’s going to play, he can go die a slow painful death. I’m after an
adult relationship and he keeps proving himself to be a child. And I’m just not
interested in that.
Anyways, it’s Christmas so that's enough of that; I’m going
to go and spend time with people who love me for me and not just for my vagina.
But before I do, I shall leave you with a question; on what planet is that
message acceptable? Let me know your thoughts in the comment below and as
always, stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
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