So despite
my better judgement things with Mr. Block continues; and I can’t decide at this
point whether I’m truly interested or if I’m a woman on a mission to find out
what he’s hiding. It changes by the minute; half the time I want to cuddle up
to him and spend a romantic evening and the other half I want to punch the creep in
the face. The whole relationship is kind of bipolar.
I tried to
feel him out in the conversation, and I do feel like I know him a little better
now but it’s a work in progress. I did learn he’s been single 6 months and he
says (like all men do when asked) that he’s after a relationship or to quote
him directly “I’m ready to find someone to hold and enjoy life with”. Call me a sucker, but I melted a little when I
read that.
However, I’m
not stupid, my guard is still up. I mean the man did block me. And there are
other red-ish flags, he invited me over, which sounds sweet, but he knew I’d be
working so either the thought was there and it’s sweet or it was just a gesture
because he knew I couldn’t. And then when we finished our incredibly sweet conversation
he said he’d message me when he was up. He messaged me at midnight; I messaged
him back and didn’t hear from him again for 24 hours. So take that as you will,
he did message me, he kept his word, but then he vanished leaving me more confused
than ever. .jpg)
I just don’t
know what to make of him, and as we all remember from the Mr. X saga I don’t do
well when I don’t know. I’m also having to bear in mind I work with this guy so
whatever I do I have to do it in an adult way…. I don’t want to be an adult.
Anyways, my
dears, I’m off to make some more poor decisions and see where this twisted tale
leads me. But before I do I want to leave you with a question; have you ever
made a decision you thought was bad that turned out to be good? Let me know in
the comment box below and as always stay, and play safe.
Love,
The Honest
Bitch
xoxo
