While trying to sleep New Years day, something hit me,
something I already knew, but my brain wasn’t in the place to hear it. I need
to take control of what I can. This year is certainly not going to fun, but
there are some things I have control over.
Starting with my blog, I can be constant this year. That is
down to me and nobody else. The sky may fall, but my blog is mine and I need to
make sure I am using it, not only to keep my views up, but for my sanity. I am
a better human when I’m writing.
My health is another thing I have control over, kind of.
Weight loss isn’t going to be the goal; I don’t have the mental strength for
that right now. But I can build healthy habits. I have a treadmill there is no
reason I shouldn’t be using it daily. I used to do it and then I got hurt and
stopped. I need to build that back up.
The last thing is my job; I need to have a good look at
things and see what I want. If I stay, I will likely be relocating sites this
year, which may be what I need. I need to think about things. I am getting
older, kids are looking more and more off the table, so I need to look harder
at my career.
Anyways, that’s my current ramblings. What are your plans or
thoughts for 2019 let me know in the comments below? And as always stay and play
safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo