They say when women spend a lot of time together their
cycles sync; after working in a male dominated industry for almost a decade I’m
positive male cycles do the same thing. And before you a say anything, yes men
have hormone cycles too. They just don’t bleed, they turn into whiny-ass
bitches instead. And on my last shift this week, I swear 80 percent of my
drivers were PMSing. It was a night from hell, and it wasn’t the work causing
the stress, it was they guys and their attitudes .
While dealing with the headaches above, I look down at my
phone and noticed Mr. X’s head popped up on Facebook. I figured what the hell,
after the night I was having, what’s one more headache? I mean, I may as well
deal with whatever he has to say while my night is already crap so I can enjoy
my 4 days off in peace.
I look down and his comment was regarding my last post,
which I figured it would be. He said he liked the post and that he swore he
doesn’t try to torment me. I had two instant thoughts
1)
If you liked it, I hope you clicked an ad.
2)
Hmm, yeah you do.
I just replied back with “thanks” and waited for the ball to
drop and it soon did. He came out with “Do you want me to be flat out honest
with you?” Me being me and not really being fully in the conversation
replied with “if you’d like.” He then said “I would” and then he did something he calls me
out for all the time. He’d typed and deleted and typed and deleted. He eventually
added “The only variable is: What do you want to know?”.
Bearing in mind the
night I was having, dealing with man-children; all I was thinking was “dude, you clearly want to tell me something. Just fucking tell me.” Admittedly, I
thought it was going to go a different way than it did. If you’ve been here a while you’ll remember
the last time Mr. X had something to tell me, he told me he loved me and
vanished for 6 months. I eventually replied with “Whatever you'd like to tell
me.” A fairly nice response given my 
“I miss you”, was what he said next. Then he said he said to
go and went.
The reaction in my head was a little detached to say the least,
it was “bullshit you don’t say things just to torment me.” And then I went back
to answering my phones at work.
I’ll be honest, it’s been 24 hours and I don’t think I’ve
processed any of it. I came home from work yesterday had… a lot to drink, and
went to bed. I woke up at 2am and wrote this. I think that might be my next
post. I’ll sit down and write and let my brain figure everything out.
Anyways, that’s you up to date. And I need to go and get
dressed and take my car in, hopefully it doesn’t cost me too much. But, before
I go I have this question for you; do you think Mr. X says things just to
torment me? Let me know the answer to that and any thoughts you may have in the
comment box below. And as always, stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
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