In my first
blog back, I said, me not writing may have been a bad idea and as I promised I am
going to explain why, but let me just start by saying…. Don’t laugh, it’s not funny.
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It’s no secret
I hate my job, hell, it feels like I start every blog with that sentence, but
lately it’s been getting worse and worse. As many of you know, I work nights,
the woman who does my job on the day shift is, to put this in the nicest way I possibly
can, completely useless. She never finishes her work, she is messy as all hell
and to top it off she’s rude. And somehow all the above is my fault.
I try my
hardest to handle the nightmare on days with grace and humor, but it’s easier
said than done. Especially since the powers that be decided to get rid the yard
controller position so with no yard controller, no planning and no customer
services, on nights we’re trying to do 5 people’s jobs between 2 of us. Leaving
me very little time as it is, without having to play catch up to little Miss.
Useless.
So my previous set of 4 Miss. Useless left me a shit ton of work, the shift manager on duty
sent an email questioning why, since when we walked in everyone had said it was
a quiet shift. She replied with not 1 but 2 emails slating me. I chose not to
reply. The next day, I walked into another email and shit ton of work, this
email accused me of not doing my job and I lost it…..big time.
I’m not
proud to say it, but I chased after her down the parking lot with the intention
of beating the shit out of her. I was pulled back into the office by the shift
manager before I was able to kick her skull in. Still angry as all hell, I
walked out outside and kicked a pole. I have to wear steel toes for work, so
logic would dictate my foot would be fine. Logic lied.
Once I had
calmed down, about an hour and half later, it became pretty damn clear I had
hurt my foot. Luckily it was my last shift as I was able to get it looked at
the next day and it turns out I have broken my little toe.
I guess there are two
morals to this story; 1: Don’t hold your anger in, find an outlet and release or
otherwise you’ll snap. And 2: When angry skulls are softer than poles, so kick
them instead.
I can hear you already, “that’s a horrible thing to say.” No,
the horrible thing is that I mean it.
Anyways, I am going to go and ice my foot, and pray to god or
whatever may be listening, that I find a new job before I get arrested for
murder. But, before I go, answer me this; how do you relieve stress? Let me
know in the comment box below and as always, stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxoxo
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