Last weekend Mr. X
got married and apparently this is one of those blogs I have to write despite not
feeling the need to write it.
Admittedly I’m as shocked as anyone that I
didn’t end up turning to tequila and crying my eyes out on his wedding day
because let’s face facts, I was in love the guy but I guess the operative word
in that sentence is “was” because I was fine.
In all honestly Mr. X’s
wedding didn’t even cross my mind last weekend. As evident in blog; I was too
busy day dreaming about the dude at work I’m not allowed to like. Who, coincidentally,
I didn’t like until I wasn’t allowed to like him, then all of a sudden he was
cute. Welcome to the wonderful twisted world that is my brain.
As for Mr. X now
being married that’s a non-issue, it doesn’t have any impact on me. Things
played out they way they should have and I’m satisfied. The problem with
relationships like ours tends to be closure or lack thereof; I don’t have that
issue. We’ve said our piece to each other and tied up all those pesky loose
ends. The Mr. X chapter of my life was firmly closed long before he said “I do”.
If anything it’s reassuring to know he’s now married and that that book isn’t
going to magically fly open one day.
Anyways I have to go
and work on a post for my other blog “Nightly Correspondence”, be sure to check
that out. And since there isn’t really a question in this blog, tell me what name
you think I should give the guy from work I’m not allowed to like (I can’t
think of anything). And as always stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo
What about Mr.X since Mr.X who is now married doesn't exist anymore ... he can be you new Mr.X :)
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