My birthday is fast approaching, and I’m not really thrilled
about the concept of getting any older. I handled turning 30 ok, 31 was fine… 32
on the other hand, nope, don’t want to do it.
In my head, rightly or wrongly, I need to have my shit
together by the time I turn 33 if I have any plan to have kids. Now, I’m not
sure I want kids, but realistically 35 is the cut off for that, the risks get
scary after that point. I’m single so I’d like to get to know the guy who is
going to ruin my body, so I need to have met him by 33. I have a year to make
my mind up and meet someone. Can anyone else hear that loud fucking ticking
sound?
I’m not sure where I am meant to find the time to figure this
all out and to meet someone and wow, my head actually hurts.
I think the plan is to cancel my birthday and stick at 31 for
another year, I can do that right? Anyways, how do you cope with that loud ticking sound?
Let me know your thoughts in the comments below and as always stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo