Its one thing when my
readers question me it’s quite another when Mr. X himself is questioning.
“So you still holding
that hope someday we’ll be together, the happy couple?” – Mr. X
I didn’t actually
answer his question, I just nicely side stepped it and changed the topic as
quickly as possible.
It’s not an easy
question. Feelings don’t evaporate but hope does. I don’t want to say I gave up
because that’s not it. I just accepted I have no control over the matter and
moved on with my life. It sounds cliché but whatever will be, will be. And
whatever feelings I may or may not have are irrelevant.
That being said, I
still have the urge to separate him from his clothing. I’m only human after
all. And damn he’s hot.
As for the “relationship
dream” my attitude is very ces’t la via. It’s not on my radar right now. Even
thought it seems to be on everyone else’s.
All I have to say is
whatever happen or doesn’t happen in the future I just hope he’s happy. Wow, I
actually meant that. Think I’ve been hanging around NTB a little too much. He’s
starting to rub off on me. That's a little scary.....and creepy.
Anyways I have things
I need to get done. e.g my plot to take over the world (You didn't think my nicest would last did you?) . As always stay safe guys.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo
