I’ve been a little baffled by my lack of reaction to this
whole “I miss you” thing. And after a little thought; more than I’ve given the
actual statement in all fairness, I think I understand why. I miss you is a
very vague statement. In the grand scheme of things, it means almost nothing, and
that’s probably why I’ve felt almost nothing regarding it.
I miss my old Corsa. I’m not going to do anything about it,
the car is nearly 20 years old at this point and is long gone, but I miss it.
It was a good car to me. That about sums up Mr. X’s statement. I’m broken down
car with fond memories attached.
"I miss you" is so vague, what does it even
mean? Does it mean anything? I suppose if I want these questions answered I
should just ask Mr. X.
But, do I want them answered?
I feel I may be too sober for this conversation. Actually,
I feel like I’ve been tricked into having a different conversation, one I didn’t
want to have. Because you should never ask questions you don’t want the answer
to. And I don't think the answer benefits me in any way.
Anyways, I am going to go and… drink. I think drinking is
the answer here. But before I do, I have this question for you; What does “I
miss you” mean and do I want the answer? Let me know your thoughts in the
comment box below and as always stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch