I’ve been up all
night thinking; not willingly. My brain is kind of holding me hostage. I’ve let
go of a lot of things recently and some people, but all this letting go and
moving on has left me in a strange place, I’m left with an overwhelming “what
now” feeling.
In 6 weeks I’ll be 26
years old, and I’m definitely not where I thought I’d be at this age and now
where I thought I’d be isn’t even where I want to be.
Hell.....I don’t know
where I want to be.
Actually I do know
where I want to be...asleep but my brain is unwilling to cooperate on that one.
It’s too busy thinking
up questions that are impossible to answer and probably shouldn’t be answered.
There is a saying that you should never try to answer life’s questions because
when you find the answer life changes.
And I agree with
that....things that matter today, probably won’t tomorrow. I just wish I could
sleep to get to tomorrow.
So what do you do
when your brain holds you hostages and plays keep away with dream land? Let me
know in the comment box below and as always stay and sleep safe.
Love,
The Sleepy Bitch
xoxoxo