I am a big
believer in faking it until you make it and thanks to that technique I’m finally
starting to feel like myself again. With a little effort to do what I “should do”,
I’m finally starting to feel how I wish to.
A lot of it
down to little things; like making myself shower, making sure I do some skin
care, putting a bit of makeup on, going to improv class, forcing myself to
smile. Not things I feel like doing, but all things I’d normally do.
The other
part that helped was I was out of my routine at work; I was based at a
different depot for most of September. I was working with my old trainee, which
was well timed for both of us. We balance each other out well. I help him see
the funny side of things, so he doesn’t get stressed and he acts as a sounding board
for me, so I can remove my emotions from the equation and allow my logic to take over. We’ve always been a good team, and that was more than helpful in turning
things around.
Team work helps,
and my normal site doesn’t allow for that as we work on own own. I do have some amazing colleagues at the
end of the phone which is useful but not the same. Plus, their usefulness
depends on their mood and one shitty mood can be contagious. Steve being the example
of that; most of last month he had a stick firmly up his ass and it wasn’t just
me that noticed it, everyone who spoke to him seemed to catch part of his mood,
and it was just unpleasant for all.
Anyways, I
am going to go and enjoy the remainder of my day off. I won’t leave you with
a question of the blog but leave me yours in the comments below as I’m finally
getting around to the Q&A I promised. As always my dears, stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo
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