I’m not sure if I
told you about Kate, but she a woman from work that is on a mission to find me
a guy. And despite there being some not horrible options around I find myself wanting
the one guy who has “THIS IS GOING TO END BADLY” written all over him.
He kind of reminds me
of The Grinch and we all know how that story ended. That should really be the
only warning sign I need but my brain is apparently immune to logic.
So instead of doing
the logical thing it wants to separate a man, who is emotionally detached, possibly
missing his sense of humour and has said maybe 10 words to me in the 2 weeks I’ve
been there, from his clothing.
And now instead of
sleeping I’m laying here trying to work out what my brain’s motives are. I mean
he’s cute but he isn’t the cutest and he doesn’t tick the makes me laugh box,
he isn’t “datable” .......and literally as I typed that it hit me....“Mr. X syndrome”.
Any girl will tell
you there is something hot about a guy playing hard to get. There is something
about the chase and the progress and then the reward that is just alluring. But
like a lot of people, I have a long history of getting bored with the reward
once I catch it. So by picking an unattainable guy like this new one or
previously Mr. X I can’t get bored because I can’t catch it. It’s like I’m
playing a game that is rigged against myself; and yes I’m aware how fucked up
that is.
I was going to end
this post by saying something about love being blind and lust being logic-less
but it appears that there actually is some logic, it just happens to be twisted
logic.
And before you ask I’m
not actually sure what makes the new guy unattainable; it’s just the vibe I’m
getting. I guess that can be the question of the blog what makes a person unattainable
and have you ever caught the unattainable? Let me know in the comment box
below. And as always stay and play safe.
Love,
