Let me explain;
I have a date with Barrie coming up, Sunday 23rd to be exact. Putting
aside that fact, I wasn’t expecting a date for our second date to be set yet,
it kind of came out of the blue. The idea of this date has me nervous. The
whole thing is atypical and has me on edge.
This isn’t a
typical second date, we’ve been talking for almost 4 months. Which makes it
weird timing to be having a second date. We’re comfortable with each other, we
know a lot about each other and about each other’s routines, but we don’t know
each other habits. We’re not where we should be, but we’re not where a typical second
date would be either.
The other thing
making this date feel more, something, is the fact we’ve booked a hotel. Which
being 4 months into a “relationship” makes sense and is perfectly normal.
However, we’re only at date number 2. With us being at a hotel, sex is the expectation
or at least it feels like it is. And that’s nerve-racking. This is one place I
prefer to go with the flow, it’s actually the only place I prefer that.
I am nervous
about this date. Like when the hotel was booked, frozen in fear scared. I know
it’ll be ok. And I am sure, like last time within minutes I’ll be at easy. That
said, right now I am freaking out.
Anyways, I
am off to chill out before I had back at work tomorrow. Before I go I will
leave you with this question; Do you find 2nd dates more stressful
than first dates? Let me know in the comments below and as always stay and play
safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo
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