Normally around this time of year, I am writing this on February
11th, I’d be writing a piece mocking all the surviving Valentines
Day posts. This year, however, is a little different, mainly because I feel like
I’m having to survive Valentines Day.
It’s not that I’m longing for a boyfriend, or any of that
typical whiny shit those types of posts normally cry on about. It’s that with
everything going on, I am feeling very alone. I am having to play the part of
someone who is incredibly strong, and I don’t feel it. And in playing that part
I’m pushing people away because if I didn’t, I’d simply fall apart.
Now don’t get me wrong, I still stand by what I’ve said in
all my past Valentines posts, if you need to survive Valentines Day you should
stay single. You need to be able to find your own happiness without relying on
anyone else. Now, I don’t fall under my own advice, happy is not my issue, I am
fine on my own what I wish I had was someone to lean on. That said, I wouldn’t
date me right, I am a mess and I wouldn’t place that on anyone.
But my lack of self-worth is a story for another day. I am
going to go and get ready to return to work tomorrow, but before I go, I have
this question for you; would you date you? Let me know in the comments below
and as always. Stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
xoxo
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