A simple emotion like missing someone, or disappointment has
a way of getting misinterpreted in all the “yeah, I am fine.” It gets perceived
as grumpy or standoff -ish or bitchy. When that isn’t the case, at least to
start with.
Let’s talk Barrie for a second; he recently said it would be
a while before we got to see each again. Which obviously is fine, things happen,
but it’s a little disappointing, I mean I do like the guy after all. My
reaction to him is one of non-reaction. Clearly that’s not how I feel inside,
but I am not about to show that because…. No. So I distanced. It’s easier to
keep up appearances that way. He then assumes I am being grumpy and drops his “x’s”
from the ends of his messages. I then got grumpy because I wasn’t grumpy in the
first place, I was just missing that twat and then he stops talking to me. See the problem?
My communication skills are amazing… and I can’t even blame it on verbal issues
because this was all in text. And writing is meant to be the thing I am good at….
Someone send help… and alcohol.
Anyways, I am off to drink because scientifically alcohol is
in fact a solution. But before I go, I have this question for you, what is the
stupid fight you’ve ever had with someone? Let me know in the comments below.
And as always, stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
