Let’s talk dating, I have had 2 dates this year, neither of which went well. I’ve was on a mission to prove to myself I wasn’t hung up on Hugh and that even if he decided to ghost me, I’d be fine.
The first date was, fine. He was a doctor, everything was
very Covid safe. We kept our distance and went on a walk. There just wasn’t a
spark. To be honest, there wasn’t a spark before I agreed to the date, I just
needed to prove to myself I could date.
The second date, on the other hand, was dicey. I make poor decisions
when I am dealing with things I can’t control. I’ve apparently gotten better at
recognizing this because I took steps to get out of the situation, but it wasn’t
smart. I went around a guy’s house, after being pressured into the date and
things felt off straight away. We watched tv and I played with his dog. He then
pulled me in to cuddle. Which was…. Ok. However, his hand was resting just
below my neck. So, he had one arm around me and the other resting on my upper
chest right at the base of my neck. I would move to try and get him to shift
his hand and it didn’t work, he kept putting it back there. I managed to use
the dog as a distraction and got up to play with it. I soon after made an
excuse and left. But the whole thing felt dangerous.
And all for nothing, I wasn’t into the guy. It was stupid.
Anyways I am off to hopefully make less silly decisions. What
was your biggest dating mistake? Let me know in the comments below. As always,
stay and play safe.
Love,
The Honest Bitch
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